JUMIERAH BEACH PARK,Gate 1...Where things CAN happen...!

I think I've LOST who i am...

I don't knw this girl no more...

I can say my heart has been mend but its sure not broken...I don't knw wat it is its like its BLEEDING! It doesn't hurt but i feel as if my life is just no worth living...

This guys is named Mohsen,He just turned 14 on the 4th of this month.I cant believe this guy is soo sweet! He is just the awesomest guy ever...I think imma ask him out. We made out today at JUMIERAH BEACH PARK,Gate 1.It was his first kiss/made-out it aint mine you knw its just soo fucking fucked up! He was touching me n like feelin me n it was just just i cant explain it!
It was as if we were together as if i was bout to have sex wif him,Well he liked it i liked it! He's single im single this is fucking fucked up! I want to be with him but i guess its just not gonna happen until today.Today 5th of December imma ask him out! imma ask if he wants to be my bf.Well he likes me n i like him so you knw wtf I'll just go for it...XD


XoXo Devil Baby XoXo

Me and Hamood...Broke up : (

Well i saw it comin i guess...It was i guess all my fault. Cous i kissed a guy twice by ACCIDENT! it wasn't on purpose. I thought of it but i guess he beat me to it.He told me tht he is just to old for me n he thinks wat we're doing it wrong. I guess you could say tht!

I never wanted it but i guess we had to. It was by choise it was by fate...I still love him in a way so does he.Which i guess is good right..? Eliqa found out she want mad at me she was just scared n worried wht her 11 year old sister got into.But all turned out good i guess...I still cry here n there cous i love him but we cant be togethere which sux likes hell!

Me and him are apart yes...But we're best friends! I still have his old msg's in my inbox i look at them once a while...He tells me he cant love another cous he never wants to forget my love...I rlly want to be with him but i guess i cant mayb wen imma lil older then mayb theres a chance...Even tho we r apart imma still be ... His lil secret make-out bitch..XD!

I still have feelings towords him so does he have towords me...I guess its hard to forget the one you rlly love...Eliqa says its not love its sumtin else.But i guess i call it love cous he loves me n i love him...He cares more bout me then himself..I wonder why?

Im falling for a totally different guy now..you remember hanz ryteee...? Well thts the guy now but i cant like him cous he has a girlfriend(reabueanne) i think thts how to spell her name...? i cant say i like her cous i dont..i dont like her! im jealous of her! cous she got the one i fell inlove with first! ARGHHHH!

Well i'll tell you more updates S'laters...=D

XoXo Baby Renatta XoXo

Ok...Last post was bout sayat...This post is bout Princess!XD

Me and Princess WILDEST at timez! XD

I LOVE HER TO DEATH MAN! btw nice pic Lol!

Well..As the title says again this post is bout princess..One other of my bestie best pals! Lets see how we met each other....

I think i met her by friends n stuff like tht...She just rox as the same as sayat! I tell her everything she is my lil diary...XD! She is just sooo helpfull in everything i need...I CRY,get NAKED & be WILD wif her! She is my everything just like sayat...= ]

We are bestie best pals...We LOVE each other,We UNDERSTAND each other, We CARE for each other! What can i say we're like paper n pen...Lol! She is the person i can like get WILD wif,The type of persoon tht sees me for who i am! I dont have to pretend in front of her..= D

She is sooo nice n super friendly! Wen im down i'll always tell myself im ugly n not preety n fat..And she will be there telling me tht some ppl would die to get my looks...And in a snap i get super happy!

She is sooo BEAUTIFUL! plus she says im cute.. :D

Thnx again if you looked at this....=D
Comment will yah...

And again thnx..=D

XoXo ANGEL BABY XoXo

I think this post is about one of my BESTIES BEST FRIEND...Named Sayat! XD

BESTIE BEST FRIENDS FOREVER!<3

We're sexy..! And we knw it! LOL! XD

Well as the title says this is about one of my bestie best pals...Sayat! She is such a great friend rlly...I love her to death! Wen i first came here i was soo afraid i wont find any friends but then sayat came into my life ok this is like sounding she is my lover! Eww! Lol!

She just how makes life soo fun...Lets say a day wifout her in school SUCKS like hell! Love goin out wif her if i dont have her i dont have anyone else...She just rocks! She lives near me which is soo awesome cous like if i need help or needs a shoulder to cry on..I call her up go to her house stay there till like rlly late n cry cry cry...=D

Well wat can you expect i would do the same for her..I love her! its wat friends do...She is just the best i couldn't explain anymore bout her...=D She is just such a wonderful friend i think if i didt have her i would prolly die in dubai! LOL! XD

We do love bears...LOL!

I LOVE YOU SAYAT!

AS BESTIE BEST FRIENDS!

XD

T.c and thnx for looking at this post if you do look at it..XD

Comment will yah...?

THNX AGAIN!

XoXo ANGEL BABY XoXo

Urmmm... Long time huh...=(

Love is Pain...
Would you ever think of it in tht way?

Him,Me & Him...

Hmmm Long time yes...

Well since i was away all this time i kinda fell for a guy...Turns out tht guy likes me to...How surprisingly wonderful ain't it! He is a lil old for meh..but tht doesn't matter he confessed his love to meh..(how sweet rlly)! I was rlly flattered but i didt knw wat to do...Then he asked me out this was a lil prob! I told him i'll think bout it...But at the end i did go out wif him..It was rlly nice after some time we got together i still remember the date!For got to tell yah...He is urmm 15=S... i knw he sounds way older but age doesn't rlly matter right..Plus he is just sooo sweet!

21st of October 2008...Tuesday =p *HIM = ]
Urmmm lets see...My mum n dad had their 18th anniversary..How sweet! Urmmm soo as eliqa n ammar<3>

How do i say this...

I found the most awesome friends in dubai...

I'll name some or most..=p

*Sayat

Princess

*Hanz

Anmol

*Shemshat

Ali

*Nikita

More n more .... XD

Bestie best friends !

Bestie best friend!

Bestie best friends!

Weird!

Aint it weird wen you DON'T want tht person to knw u like them...

But then in the end they knw tht y like them!

I like this guy and i rlly didt want him to knw!

But then he found out and he started treating me diff!!

I hate guys like tht,They just F***KIN piss me off!

They just change just becouse u like them like WTF mn!!

Is there just something wrong with me tht you dont like or sumthing?

Cus i feel tht you do like me to but ur like scared or embarresed to be with me?

Is it my size?Or is it just tht you have a problem with me?

Am i rlly tht UGLY ??? Tell me whts wrong wif me..Manyb i can change...

YOU KNW WAT I AINT GONNA CHANGE JUST COUS YOU THINK IM INPERFECT! SO YOU CAN JUST SCREW YOURSELF THEN!!!!!

Hmmm wht to write i was bored and like damn bored summore thts y i wrote this!!!

LOL well i guess i'll update on u latez!!!

byez!!!!

<3<3<3

I love you both!!!!!!!!!<3

LOL!

Damn Falling Again...This time Between Two Guys!! Arghhh!!!!!

Haha ok this is Khaled!!! A guy i just meet today and i fell for him..<3
Ok this is Hanz (left) and Khaled (right) the two guys i think im falling for!!!<3
This was the only pic of Hanz which was wif me...<3

Omg!! Im falling Again why...?

I think im falling for Hanz yet i im falling for Khaled... I knew Hanz longer and i just meet Khaled today...But he is like soo sweet and Hanz doesnt like me so does Khaled..But there sumthing bout Khaled i love...

Omg i wanna date Khaled soo much but im scared to ask him out im 1.Shy 2.Scared he will reject me='(... Plus i gave Hanz his first kiss...Arghhh!!!

I told Khaled i liked him and he said he knew from the first second i saw him...And i didt tell Hanz yet DAMN!!!! Khaled knws but Hanz doesnt!!!!

Mayb Khaled might go out wif me..But i dont wanna ask him sooo soon..We just meet..= ]

Well i'll update laterz or sumffin..

Ciow!!!muaxxxx <3

XXXX BabyBoo XXXX

Haha...Webcaming Wif Ma M8 HANZ!!!

Haha confused again...<3

We are sooooooo Happy!!!!!= D
Awww..Dont we look soo cute..<3
Showing a bad finger huh...???
Confused weither to like him or just be friends..XD
Haha the ff friends..Fuck finger friends..LOL

Peace and love man...!!!!<3
Me being soo cute... And hanz being adorable!!!
Haha me thingking???(Mayb bout macho man..) L0L
Macho man and Macho woman???
Haha..My hair looks wicked!!

Haha he closed his eues...T_T<3 href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjtTUneqTgzN2819jpAzLzw7BSOI2HODkyajXsU5DvagU8qoAlgBwS6tIZO4A1Iw7To3pZ755-ZfPj4x3beJbeVMck77wsb5BRxWAKIjVHx8gduygyhFMnD4O_n2O4x1d18b1mY4Jmgt80w/s1600-h/IMG_2852.JPG"> Why do i have such a huge smile on my face???
Haha i waz kissing hanz..And liked it tht's why he smiled..= ]

Love <3>& Peace <3 man...!!!

Well im officially obsessed!!!

Omg i am like seriously obsessed of charlie...

Its like sooo damn crazy

I just cant get him outta my head its like sooo damn hard to concentrait wif him on my mind 24-7!!!!

But should i still like him he is all the way in china now...

I bet he found some hot chinese b**** and 4gotten all bout me...HUH

He is like forever wif me i cant get him outta my mind man..

What should i do...????

I am in love with him even more now i do not knw why...

Its soo damn crazy even my best friend says em crazy...

I think im crazy im crazy over charlie i love him alot and he knw's it..

I LOVE YOU CHARLIE JAMES<3

AND EM NOT EVEN ASHAMED TO SAY IT OR EVEN SCREAM IT OUT LOUD

Omg he is leaving on the 16th...

Omg!!!

My best friend charlie is leaving sooo soon!!!

gonna mis him like crazy ppl...

i knw there will always be internet...

but im gonna miss him sooo much...

well he slept over ma house yesturday...it was soo funny he feel asleep at like 3 am and like i feel asleep at like 6 am...

and i was bored for 30 minutes and i stared up atthe ceiling yea...

so then im was like sooo damn bored so i stared at him fro lik 15 mins untill i feel asleep lol...

it was funny actually...cuz he kept on like doin sumthing with his mouth and it was like rlly funny so like i feel alseep at like 6:30 am actaully...LOL

well we watches like a movie together and like we played a lil bit of games...i told him all ma secrets...LOL

and u knw wat...even tho i love him and he doesnt love me its rlly hurtfull to me yes..but atcually he doesnt rlly needa tell me he loves me or like ask me out...

i knw he does and he cares for me to..but he just doesnt rlly show it much tho..well wat can u expect he is a guy lol....well thts love for me from him..<3

Never Expected This...

I never expected tht wen i go to malaysia my enemy would be my friend i tell everything to...

Never thought u would like a GUY so much yet not rlly even knw him...

Never thought my sis would fall in love her crush from scholl...Haha

But i never thought liking tht GUY would lead me in more pain...

Never thought tht my bestest friend was leaving to china...

Life is weird and wonderful in a way...

Tht no one can explain to anyone...

Love is even more weirder...Haha...

Picz Of Jassooomii=D

Me and Sayat my other friend call this pic 'The Ironman Pic'...=]



Rapper style....

He looks cute and cool here...=D
This is Jassoomii doin a nad-stand..= ]

This is jassoomii...He is 15! and he is frm paki..LOL=D

He is rlly sweet.. i wrote bout him a few months bac mayb lik 3-4 months bac but here is some pics of him how he looks lik..

I find him kinda cute in a way! i guess dia boleh tahanla...

Bukan macam supermodel lol!!!

=DD

He is a rlly nice guy and you might think he is gay..I thought he was gay...l0l But he is a rlly sweet guy and you can share all your secrets wif him he can rlly kept them...

Plus he is such a playboy... Like serious he doesnt like to have a girl but he did but they broke-up...And he was hurt so i helped him in a way...you knw helping him a lil there and a lil here..

Plus to tell you the truth i actually liked him and i told him and he told me not to...I tried not to cry but i did...I do not knw why..?? I guess b'cuz he hurt me a lil...But i turned ok after a while...

But i guess that's called love haha...but im not in love wif him and well i like it that way...I dont rlly wanna be wif him...<3