Sunday, August 30, 2009

Its been Long :/

Yeah well , I know its been Bout a really loong time since i last wrote :/. Well i have been busy you know, and well i kinda forgot that i had a blogger :P. Buh not to worries im writing here again, Just i think one more post before i think i will stop blogging. Not forever tho, just for a lil while till i can remember or whats interesting in my life to blog about:).
Its been pretty boring actually, Summer is almost over and i had loads of fun/misery in the past 3 months :/. Nothing to shout about buh yeah. If your wondering what had coused me to say MISERY then, here's what happen ->

* I got together with this awesome most sweetest guy, Buh in the end i broke it off with him. Becus i just cant stand being with one guy.. Its like a sickness, Really.
* I think im in love with my best friend and yet its killing me. Really :/ Feel like im gonna pass out cus of this pain :/
* I miss most of my friends and well yeah So on and so forth :P
* My ex - hamood , Has been a total jerk since the past time he got together with my best friend.
And well yeah, he hasn't changed a bit, NOT one bit. And im shocked to believe that i actually loved him once upon a time ago.
* You remember princess right. Well yeah, me and her fell apart and its not the same no more. I had to delete the past post about her cus she asked me too? And told me not to post the pictures and try to blackmail her.. Well its really rather daft To think that i would blackmail her.
How the fuck can i blackmail her? I ask myself that.
Well yeah, its been kinda heck-tic too. Buh watever, Young has been there for me since the past 10 months we have been friends. God i love him to death :) <3.> I do not know how im going to tell him no wait.. Maybe i dont have too. Just hide my feelings for him inside of me. Knowing that he will definately change once i've told him. So i'll just keep to myself. OMG wat a great idea :D.

Anyways, If i do tend to write again. Then your lucky :). Buh if i dont.. It either
I ->

* died
* is lazy
* dont bother anymore with this site
OR
i just dont find anything interesting to write in a post for you to read :D.

Much love xx elli <3