Thursday, June 17, 2010

Theres something up.

I been thinking about this girl I once knew, we're close now... and i truly think i kinda like her. my minds going wild with the thoughts of her and me. I spent a day with her, and all i could think about was being with her. You see she has this smile that i just simply love. It drives me crazy because her smile can brighten up my day.
I told her how i felt and she really didnt give a response, i dont blame her... Come on how would you feel if some person of the same sex as you told you he/she likes you... i dont think its gonna be okay.. Shes into this guy, or kinda into this guy.. i dont know. she talks about him all the time. he's kinda okay. at least he makes her smile. Im happy about that.
Someone out there can make her smile.. she with me now. shes just so amazing, shes in my school, shes a lil older.. buh like what can i say.. Im just so deeply deeply in like with her. She makes me feel weird, she makes me fall for her by the second. I want her. I really do.
Buh at the same time, i cant have her. seems like she belongs to someone else. thats definitely not me. :/ Yeah its hard i guess, buh like i said, i been rejected more then i been accepted. I dont really mind. as long as she gets to smile, and i get to see her smile. Im okay with that.
Some times in life, you dont always get what you want. buh you will always see what you have dreamed about. and i have dreamed about her shining and smiling away. and right now, thats what shes doing. shes shining like a star and shes smiling like a princess.. :) <3
I gotta say, shes amazing... she one of a kind. and i guess I kinda like her. she makes me want her. she does things that dont make sense. i dont make sense... shes different.
Shes just my type. :)

Much love betches. or as she says Biscuits. ;)

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