JUMIERAH BEACH PARK,Gate 1...Where things CAN happen...!

I think I've LOST who i am...

I don't knw this girl no more...

I can say my heart has been mend but its sure not broken...I don't knw wat it is its like its BLEEDING! It doesn't hurt but i feel as if my life is just no worth living...

This guys is named Mohsen,He just turned 14 on the 4th of this month.I cant believe this guy is soo sweet! He is just the awesomest guy ever...I think imma ask him out. We made out today at JUMIERAH BEACH PARK,Gate 1.It was his first kiss/made-out it aint mine you knw its just soo fucking fucked up! He was touching me n like feelin me n it was just just i cant explain it!
It was as if we were together as if i was bout to have sex wif him,Well he liked it i liked it! He's single im single this is fucking fucked up! I want to be with him but i guess its just not gonna happen until today.Today 5th of December imma ask him out! imma ask if he wants to be my bf.Well he likes me n i like him so you knw wtf I'll just go for it...XD


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Me and Hamood...Broke up : (

Well i saw it comin i guess...It was i guess all my fault. Cous i kissed a guy twice by ACCIDENT! it wasn't on purpose. I thought of it but i guess he beat me to it.He told me tht he is just to old for me n he thinks wat we're doing it wrong. I guess you could say tht!

I never wanted it but i guess we had to. It was by choise it was by fate...I still love him in a way so does he.Which i guess is good right..? Eliqa found out she want mad at me she was just scared n worried wht her 11 year old sister got into.But all turned out good i guess...I still cry here n there cous i love him but we cant be togethere which sux likes hell!

Me and him are apart yes...But we're best friends! I still have his old msg's in my inbox i look at them once a while...He tells me he cant love another cous he never wants to forget my love...I rlly want to be with him but i guess i cant mayb wen imma lil older then mayb theres a chance...Even tho we r apart imma still be ... His lil secret make-out bitch..XD!

I still have feelings towords him so does he have towords me...I guess its hard to forget the one you rlly love...Eliqa says its not love its sumtin else.But i guess i call it love cous he loves me n i love him...He cares more bout me then himself..I wonder why?

Im falling for a totally different guy now..you remember hanz ryteee...? Well thts the guy now but i cant like him cous he has a girlfriend(reabueanne) i think thts how to spell her name...? i cant say i like her cous i dont..i dont like her! im jealous of her! cous she got the one i fell inlove with first! ARGHHHH!

Well i'll tell you more updates S'laters...=D

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