Everything went wrong, and your still on my mind :/

I cant believe you can just walk away while i was talking to you. You have hurt me so many times and made me cry so many times, buh just this once that i said something that hurt you, you just fucking walk away. And tell me that you never want to see me ever again and you never want to talk to me.
You say it as though its so easy for you to just forget me, like im nothing at all. I hate the way you walk, the way you talk, the way you stand, the way you look at me, the way you smoke, the way you breathe. I hate everything about you buh yet i cant forget you.
Your always on my mind since that first day we met, since that first hug, Gawd your killing me hour by hour and you still dont notice it. You just live on by not knowing that your killing me every step on the way.
I have been on this path for over a year. And its always the same story, You will always be in a circle and that circle will NEVER BREAK unless i want it too. And i do want it too, buh it never possible, Cus you'll always be in my mind&heart.

I have memorized your
- Scent
- Smile
- Touch
- Kiss
- Love.
My body, My soul .. Has memorized YOU <3

Its all about you hurting me. Napy boy.