Has Anyone Ever Told You ...

That they wont stop loving you ?
That they will always love you.
That they love you so fucking much !

There all just fucking lies ... Well some of them at least .

Of course you remember Nappy yeah ... My former ex boyfriend. Well he is dating my best friend ( mozza ) when he told me he likes being single which was total bullshit ! And as a good friend i let him go and i had to becus he doesn't love me anymore like he said he did ...

Can you imagine the fucking frustration i went through ..?

I'll tell you.. i cried and im still crying till now this fucking date [ 3rd June 20o9 ] . I cut myself 10 times to stop the pain... And i put all my loved ones to EXTREME WORRY ... becus i told them i might kill myself . Yeah so thats wat Nappy did to me ... wat hurts the most was that when he told me HE LOVED ME i tot he ment it but after a coupla days he just said I WAS HIS BEST FRIEND.

So if you do want some advice ...

Don't always trust wat everyone tells you ... Cus you might never know when they'll just turn back and stab you with a knife and leave you there bleeding sencesly ... All the best for who ever who reads this shit i just wrote ..

xoxo, Elli... <3