i never felt this way before...

Hmmm never felt this way cuz i never been sad about a person so badly!

It's lik he is leaving me forever and i cant stand that.... i feel so lost withoyt him i feel lik... lik im never gonna recover from wat he did to me...lik im always gonna be empty bcuz of wat he took from me...!

The weirdest thing is that i love him... i love him to much just to let him go!That is something i cant explain not even to myself its something that in me that i feel so scared to tell ppl...

Well mayb he will happy wen he is there..but wat bout me will i be happy...?