Never Expected This...

I never expected tht wen i go to malaysia my enemy would be my friend i tell everything to...

Never thought u would like a GUY so much yet not rlly even knw him...

Never thought my sis would fall in love her crush from scholl...Haha

But i never thought liking tht GUY would lead me in more pain...

Never thought tht my bestest friend was leaving to china...

Life is weird and wonderful in a way...

Tht no one can explain to anyone...

Love is even more weirder...Haha...

Picz Of Jassooomii=D

Me and Sayat my other friend call this pic 'The Ironman Pic'...=]



Rapper style....

He looks cute and cool here...=D
This is Jassoomii doin a nad-stand..= ]

This is jassoomii...He is 15! and he is frm paki..LOL=D

He is rlly sweet.. i wrote bout him a few months bac mayb lik 3-4 months bac but here is some pics of him how he looks lik..

I find him kinda cute in a way! i guess dia boleh tahanla...

Bukan macam supermodel lol!!!

=DD

He is a rlly nice guy and you might think he is gay..I thought he was gay...l0l But he is a rlly sweet guy and you can share all your secrets wif him he can rlly kept them...

Plus he is such a playboy... Like serious he doesnt like to have a girl but he did but they broke-up...And he was hurt so i helped him in a way...you knw helping him a lil there and a lil here..

Plus to tell you the truth i actually liked him and i told him and he told me not to...I tried not to cry but i did...I do not knw why..?? I guess b'cuz he hurt me a lil...But i turned ok after a while...

But i guess that's called love haha...but im not in love wif him and well i like it that way...I dont rlly wanna be wif him...<3

i never felt this way before...

Hmmm never felt this way cuz i never been sad about a person so badly!

It's lik he is leaving me forever and i cant stand that.... i feel so lost withoyt him i feel lik... lik im never gonna recover from wat he did to me...lik im always gonna be empty bcuz of wat he took from me...!

The weirdest thing is that i love him... i love him to much just to let him go!That is something i cant explain not even to myself its something that in me that i feel so scared to tell ppl...

Well mayb he will happy wen he is there..but wat bout me will i be happy...?